Angel of Chance (Fake)

I am so sorry,
that I'm not the one you deserve,
And I am so sorry,
that I had lost all my nerve.
But I’m not the one,
who can pretend not to care,
for I am not the one,
who chose to stay there.
I came back for you,
but you would only stay,
refusing to be with me,
refusing to betray.
But that isn’t in your memories,
that isn’t in the past,
it’s just a story I made up,
so the pain wouldn’t last.